Why Can't We

[ WARNING : R-18 I MATURE CONTENT ]
[ Crazed Men Series #1 ]

Sianna Rini Velasco wanted a quiet and normal life where she could just nonchalantly call her best friend a slut who took away her innocent and responsible boyfriend. She wanted to just trash the wedding of the person she came to loathe and the person he loved the most. But what if it all turned upside down because of a certain person he met? What if her heart and mind stirred because of a promise she unkowingly made with herself? Will she be able to prevent herself from falling just because of a stupid promise? Within a second, everything fell down, including her supposed to be broken heart. This curious attractive man she just met toppled all the control she carefully created. Will she be able to completely give her heart to someone again? Or will she be haunted by her past and prevent her from being truly happy?

Kursk Oblast Romanov. He came home to attend his half-brother's wedding and to quietly have a vacation from his boring and bloody life being a hired hitman and secret agent. He wanted to rest for a while and casually talk with his friends after being MIA for years. Who could've known that he'll end up thinking about a certain woman who he called a slut later on? What if she's more than the slut he thought she was? He ended up becoming this woman's bodyguard and confusing his cold heart. He was never in love in his life. By constantly killing people, he lost the will of being happy. He thought he doesn't deserve to smile or laugh because of his job. But what if the woman he came to loathe made his heart beat for the first time? Will he forgive himself and think of creating a family he never thought he wanted? Or will he let this woman's dark past overcome his supposed to be blooming emotions? Promises. Secrets. Conflicted feelings. Changing minds. Cold hearts. Dark past.

Will they be truly happy?