It Matters To Me
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- Parts 5
MatureOngoing22m
Last published Fri, May 21, 2021
TW: Suicide self harm smoking drugs read at you're own risk
At the age of 16, Allie looses her Dad to suicide. She doesn't know if she'll ever make it without him. Is she going to make it out alive? Guess we'll find out.
This is just a rough draft I'll edit it later so read at your own risk
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