Only one man loved you and you let him die.....
I didn't, if I could have done anythingh, I.......
You are a coward, interrupts the voice him.
It is the gist speaking, or at least Anton thinks so.
It was scary how he couldn't resist me. The way he lost control was frightening yet only seemed to draw me closer, not that I had a choice. He loved me in every way that a person could. The way I laughed, the way I looked, the way I smelled, and that frightened me too. But to me, the scariest thing about Harry was how I couldn't resist him, how I couldn't escape.
**UNDER EDITING**
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