My life journey without my father's presence was a rocky one. My father, who was supposed to be my first love did not stick around. This, affected me emotionally, cognitively, physically, and financially. This forced me to find love elsewhere with no experience. My life as Quell was a bittersweet one but it didn't cripple me. It has only motivated me to use my story to encourage others. To give my readers hope that it doesn't matter how hard life comes at you it's not your fault. The Lord will make a way as he did for me. My name is no longer Quell.