My story

So, I have this huge amount of like guilt I'm carrying. And I just want peoples opinions. But people who I don't know, and have no idea what happened. Because my family is obviously going to be on my side, but that's not what I want. I want to know if what I'm doing is right. Because I feel terrible all the time. Hopefully this helps.
P.s. this isn't some super dramatic story. but it did happen. and its basically just my beef with people, that got a lil extreme.