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Yours To Lose

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"I close my eyes knowing everything leads to you
loving you now feels like I'm trapped under my own sky
a sky that once took me away from my pain
turned red and bled
till I was covered and you fled

now no one was there to clean me up
somehow it made me feel like I fucked up

when I laid there
hoping the rain would drown out my sorrows and some pieces of you
but it took my hand and led me to you

and I begged and begged for some time to find my own peace 
and I was afraid that I might never feel it again
your love was poison, my peace was the antidote
I might never have it because I can't leave your love behind as bones" he held my diary in his hands and a smirk danced on his mask his shame. 
Right then and there I knew that he had realized that he wasn't going to make it out of this with a whole heart. I wasn't leaving without taking a few pieces with me.All Rights Reserved

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