Sequel to Faith In Me. After recording seventeen seconds and faith; Robert feels even more stuck. He has developed a few...bad habits, due to trauma he refuses to deal with. Robert has fallen into a pit of despair, his anger fueled by drugs and alcohol. Mary has left him, his family is growing tired of his self destruction. All Robert has left is Simon- but he fears that soon Simon will also leave him. Robert has become a dark, resentful person who believes that he can only rely on himself to get better; despite his closest friends trying to get him to open up. Robert is denying himself what he truly wants; and it consumes him like a vile disease until he destroys himself.... (Pornography era, 18+. Mentions of drug abuse, physical and sexual assault, eating disorders, violence)