Am I even there?|Tommyinnit angst
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Tommy is just an Ordinary streamer with millions of fans, but what's going on behind the screen you watch him on?
Is he just the normal chaotic person you know?
Or is he just a teenager that needs help mentally and physically?
Hope you enjoy the story :]
!COVER IS NOT MINE!
-Cloud
[CURRENTLY EDITING THIS STORY TO MAKE IT HOPEFULLY BETTER]
! I DO NOT SUPPORT WILLIAM GOLD AND HIS ACTIONS. I'M ONLY KEEPING HIM IN THIS STORY FOR THE PLOT, NOT IN SUPPORT. SUPPORT SHELBY, SUPPORT VICTIMS. !
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