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The Then And Now of Despondency

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"Hi. Everyone calls me Joker and you should too. So, you must be interested in what that title means, huh? Well, understand a few things first. 

One: Trauma is tailor-made for the person who is experiencing it.

Two: Hug your friends today. 

Three: If you had a chance to say something to someone, do it. Or you'll end up like me who witnessed the brutal death (or murder, depends on how you see it) of someone I cared about. Still interested?"All Rights Reserved

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kidnapped by starriwonho

"do you have wifi?" + kidnapped but they're cool though -+- started [ 2019.01.22 ] finished [ 2019.06.11 ] rewritten [ currently in drafts ] tw!! sexual assault, suicide, self harm, abuse, and eating disorders!! read at your own risk!!

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You are 17 year old (Y/N) (L/N), living a peaceful life in the town of Woodsboro. Everything goes great: you have caring parents, friends, a boyfriend who loves you, and you can't complain about your grades in school. All in all, life is treating you well. However that changes when the one year anniversary of Maureen Prescott's death is right around the corner. As a murder spree begins and the body count goes up, trusting the ones you hold close becomes more and more difficult. *~*~* ♡ A Billy Loomis x F!reader x Stu Macher book where Billy and Stu are strictly best friends, sharing the same interest. You. ♡ Cover put together by me. ♡ I do not own any of the characters. Those belong to the Scream franchise! ♡ Highest rankings: #1 in Scream #1 in stalker #1 in psychopaths #1 in characterxreader #1 in billyloomis #1 in sidneyprescott #4 in stumacher #1 in scarystories #5 in movie

Holding On To Heartache by Darling28__

Louis is tiered of life. His demons from the past won't let him rest and he's a loner. Nothing worth living for. But then he meets Harry, a bundle of sunshine and slowly the darkness in his life fades away. ---------------------------- The trauma I'm describing in this story is not made up. I researched it to keep the story as real as possible.

Eclipse of Hope by aesyahhr

𝙏𝙒: 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙝𝙞𝙘 𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚, 𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙂𝙚𝙣𝙧𝙚: 𝙁𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙃𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧, 𝙏𝙝𝙧𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙧, 𝙎𝙘𝙞-𝙁𝙞 ******** ❞𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙥𝙮 𝙛𝙞𝙜𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙝 𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙮, 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙢 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝❞ 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙 𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙥𝙤𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙮𝙥𝙨𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧, 𝙖𝙡𝙨𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙖𝙨 𝙀𝙘𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨𝙚𝙙. 𝙃𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡, 𝙘𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙙, 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙡𝙨𝙚, 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙩𝙝𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙪𝙨𝙩. 𝙀𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙟𝙤𝙗. 𝖳𝗈 𝗐

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Before An Us cover

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Under The Floors (Most Likely Discontinued) cover

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kidnapped

"do you have wifi?" + kidnapped but they're cool though -+- started [ 2019.01.22 ] finished [ 2019.06.11 ] rewritten [ currently in drafts ] tw!! sexual assault, suicide, self harm, abuse, and eating disorders!! read at your own risk!!