Autumn's Season Of Secrets{ Rewritten, and revised}

Insecure , flawed , ugly , stupid ; such are the words that have become the epitome of me . And who am I ? I am Autumn . Who was I to him ? Pretty , intelligent , strong [snicker] I cringe at such words. Call me delusional if you must , but what he saw ,I'll never know.

Even now as we lay in a comfortable embrace , him :lying on my lap as I soothing massage his hair , I ponder deeply at how far we've come .

But you must be confused , surely this makes no sense . Open me up and come to learn how I've known , lost and found Something that changed me more than trees in the winter.
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" Jade please don't do this ," I cried desperately clinging to his arms like a lost child amidst a big crowd .

He looked down on me and frowned sullenly, for a moment I thought he'd seen reason and changed his mind , but then his faced shaded in anger ,he clenched his jaw and yanked his arm away from my hold.

" it's done ," Two words . I fell to my knees and broke into a sob as he walked away . Leaving me behind like an unloved women left at the alter.
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