"They say a man plants a garden because he believes he has a future. Is that why we do what we do? Because we believe we have a future? And if we don't have that, then how do we justify what we've become?" - Alexey.
30 years after a great war ended in mutually assured destruction the remnants of humanity still struggle desperately to survive. Their own worst enemy? Themselves.
This is the story of a survivor who struggles with the mental anguish of his past, morality and what it means to be human in a world only fit for monsters. In the frozen bones of Post-war Russia, there are no heroes and no villains, only those who are dead, and those who are not.
::This book is set in a post-nuclear setting and therefore does deal with topics that could be disturbing to some readers. It is also intended for mature audiences::
Gwen, desperate to feel something, kills someone. But she quickly learns that one kill is never enough. Can Gwen stop before she turns on her own family?
**INCLUDES BONUS BOOK - A CHILD CALLED WENDY**
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It was just an experiment. Simply kill one person to see what it felt like. See beauty in the moment of death. See if it filled the void within her. It didn't. Nor did it the next time. Or the next. Gwen is an ordinary person. Wife to Amanda. Mother to Grace and Alexandra. Suddenly, she is no longer ordinary as she finds herself battling her urges and demons before she hurts those closest to her. But is it already too late?
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**WATTY 2021 SHORLIST!**
A multiple Wattpad Featured Story
#1 in Fiction
#1 in Homicide
#1 in Killing
#1 in Scary
#1 in Serial Killer
#1 in Terror
#1 in Death
#1 in Murderer
#1 in Creepy
#1 in Adult
#6 in LGBTQ
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