Losing Hope
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  • Reads 223
  • Votes 11
  • Parts 8
  • Time 26m
Ongoing, First published Nov 19, 2014
Hi I'm Jordan the year is 2014. But not the year you remember. I know my name sounds like a boy name but I'm really a girl. or at least the last time I checked.

I live in Kansas City Kansas or what it used to be. It is crazy. the bikes, the subways, the buildings, the people ugh, I just can't take it!

This is me. talking. in my mind. I do this a lot considering I don't have anyone else to talk to. 

I'm 18 years old, I live alone. my parents died in the atomic bomb explosions.

music was my life but I can't listen to it anymore.

the reason why is because music was banned in 2001. 

this book is about the "future from the past." confused? Read more to find out what's going on.
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