Summary: Shen Qingqiu is suffering from repeated nightmares about pushing Luo Binghe into the Endless Abyss. Every time he sees Luo Binghe, if he doesn't treat him harshly, then he is avoiding him. Even after he and Luo Binghe got together, he realized that the guilt he feels from pushing him, which made him end up almost dead, has never left him. Even with the assurance of the system that Luo Binghe won't die, he still feels guilty towards it. But, after Luo Binghe confronted him and they parted ways in bad terms, he realized that there is actually something other than guilt that he felt at that time. And that something is the thing that will fix his relationship with Luo Binghe, and make him feel more connected to this world. A/N: My first-ever 'proper' BingQiu fanfic!!!!! Cover/fanart not mine. Credits to the owner!