The pain is deep inside me.Expanding with each breath. I tried to love but it fails. I try to hug but it does not give me warmth. I try to talk but it just makes it worst. All I can do is press it down and suck it up. Try to be tough for my friends. Trying to stay away from the edge. But....One day I fall and couldn't stop falling . The rush made me feel alive. It revived me but the pain is still there. its inside of me eating up my joy. I fall more often just to feel the rush. Just to feel something......anything except the numbness. The pain....oh....the pain.....All Rights Reserved