Will I ever get the fuck I want?

Teenager Oliver is a 16 years old boy. His dreams are really unique for his surroundings, and his ambitions are all that he cares about. He wants a lot of things, and things never go the way he expects them to, his high school is a hell place, now College is somewhere he thinks he will find more people like him to interact with his passions include Science, Fashion, Debate, and his only home at his College, The Library. His obstacles might even be bigger than his ambitions his homophobic parents, his siblings who aren't easy on him either, his search for a relationship leading to an enormous amount of sexual encounters. Hold your heart because this is not another coming out or coming of age story.

quote from book : Life is not a Train with a series of blocks containing memories of the future and past. It is a fucking roller coaster where everything makes you more confused and causes you headaches. No escape, till it ends.