Am I Alone (Trans! Virgil)
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Last published Tue, May 16, 2023
Virgil is trans and gets abused, so he leaves to live by himself at fifteen. He gets a job and an apartment. Starting school for the first time he wonders if he will get any friends but he meets much more, he meets his soulmate. HUMAN AU! (A lot of this is based on my own life, except I haven't left and I'm not homeschooled.) I won't put the TW/CWs at the start of the chapter so if it's upsetting just don't read.
I obviously don't own Sanders Sides just the plot of this fanfiction
Contains:
Polyamory
Self-harm ⚠️
Suicidal Thoughts⚠️
Talk of abuse⚠️
Anxiety (+Anxiety Attacks)⚠️
Flashbacks
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