Awoken
Nerdy_Isabella_Bee
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Nerdy_Isabella_Bee
Ongoing, First published May 10, 2021
Mature
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Emma was at the wrong place at the wrong time.

Gael was just trying to right a wrong.

But now their futures are tangled together,

How long until one of them falls?

******IMPORTANT*************
There is a lot of content related to suicide and self harm. Due to the nature of this book, and the sheet amount of this content, there will not be trigger warning inside this book individually. But, this message is for those who are sensitive t self harm and don't want to read anything related to it. I still encourage you to read this, as someone who has issues with self harm, but I completely understand if you a) have to stop reading this because of the content or b) turn away completely. 

Anyway, please just remember to be careful and take care of yourself!!!
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Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE)

52 parts Complete Mature

They had both been dealt enough tragedy in their short teenaged lives, more than anyone should ever have to endure. Will two self destructive teens coming together do more harm than good? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I don't know what came over me. The poor guy just asked if he could help and I went all 'crazy psycho bitch' on his ass. I couldn't breath. I needed water. I needed air. Fuck why was is it so hot in here. Was it the fact that the moment his hand left my skin I felt an unbearable need to feel his touch again or was it hearing him ask if I needed help that made me feel helpless and broken once again. I didn't know what it was but I felt like I was suffocating, like the jersey I was wearing was strangling every ounce of oxygen from body. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * This story had been reviewed recently. There are now added scenes and further edits - 2024 *

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