Mission failed (Choi Seung-hyun fanfic)

He pulled out a gun and pointed it at my head. I gasped. I was trying as hard as I could to refrain my tears. I would not give into tears in front of a heartless murderer. He was going to kill me whether I cried or not. "Close your eyes." He said. "No." I said gathering the tiniest amount of courage I had left. I was looking straight into his eyes, showing him that I would not give in to fear. "Just close your eyes!" He ordered more roughly this time. "I. will. not." I said trough my teeth. As much as I was trying to be courageous I knew this was the end. I took a deep breath and waited.