Borderline

Sometimes I wonder why people take me for granted. I do nothing but try to be there for everyone, put others before myself. Yet people still treat me like shit. The few people that I truly love; we fuck around and piss each other off but at the end of the day, they're the only ones I got. Trust issues be getting in the way of my relationships because people shitted on me in the past. I barely have a family. Niggas think they know me, but they don't know shit. I barely even know myself. I don't even belong here. I don't know what's next for me. I don't even think I'll be here long enough to find out. What I do know is, you either with me or against me. You either got me, or you don't. You either in my life or out of it. You either live with me, or you won't. I feel like I'm at my Borderline. Don't push me.