buck and Eddie had been married for almost five years and 3 of those years buck spent alone with Christopher. not long after buck joined the 118 Eddie lost his job at the 133 after a fire was set at the station. Eddie didn't wanna join another station at the time so he talked to buck about joining the military again. Eddie got deployed and has been gone for 3 years. Eddie barely has time to talk to buck or Christopher. so lately buck has been feeling a bit down. but what he doesn't know is that everyone is keeping a secret from him (in this fic Eddie and Shannon got divorced and she never showed up again up until she died) TW (TRIGGER WARNING) SELF HARM