As I sit in bed and think about all the things that happened between us, I realized that it was for the best. It was for the best because even though we were deeply in love with eachother, a relationship could not sustain with each other. Although, now that I think about it; I miss you so much. Not only do I miss your devotion and love towards me, but I miss everything about you. It seems like I blocked all the negative things away and only let the positive things in now. It's sad knowing, we once were inseperable. We once cherished eachother and had both of our hearts in the palm of our hands. It's heart breaking to know that you fucked me over. Not only that, but when I broke your heart I still stayed with you. Knowing that you couldn't stand by my side and left is unbearable. Most of all, I'm so upset at your malicious behaviors and everything you do now. You were so perfect with me and I made your life a lot better. Not only that, but I stayed when your times were at your weakest