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Thinking of You is a Poison I Drink Often - Atticus Poetry

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Alexander knew that what he was doing was wrong. He knew that he had a life that most could only dream of a beautiful wife, amazing kids, a job that always pays. But he was without the one thing he could not live without. John Laurens.

John was in too deep. But even then he knew that if he was given the choice he wouldn't change a thing. Alex was John's lighthouse in a storm with his beautiful red orange hair and violet blue eyes. Alex was the epitome of beauty and John would forever be grateful that he was in his life.

Eliza was happy for once in her life. She had a wonderful husband, and six beautiful children to fill her world with joy. Her husband was the Right Hand Man to the president and had an amazing job. Her sisters were all here for the holidays and Alexander promised he wouldn't do any of his work for the whole holiday. He even got his friends to come join them in New York even if Eliza noticed he was way happier to see John then the others but she figured that was because they always were as close as brothers.


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