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Yesterday I went to college and it was fine, it's finals week so naturally more stressed than usual but not anything I haven't done before. But all week I've been feeling a little off, low on energy, more annoyed, more spaced out.

I can feel it coming again so I've been holding it in, holding it back, telling myself that it's okay, but I don't feel okay.
In fact I've never felt okay, I always feel --

May 13, 2021