Thanatos - meaning temptation of death (Saiki x depressed Kaidou)

Kaidou is a sea blue haired boy living a gruesome reality. Always walking every lonely road and wanders every forest. There's so much but so little going on inside his head, feeling overwhelmed but empty, so easily fooling those around him. He wants to feel okay and live a normal life.

The majority of the time Saiki is composed and couldn't care less about his 'friends' but what happens when his heart pulls and his brain unconsciously gives its attention to a certain special person. What will he do or even say after figuring out what that special person is going through

What happens when everything goes wrong and kaidous fear comes true

This book is a bl and has some sensitive topics in it but it's not all depresso stuff so there will be lots of super cute and wholesome chapters.

⚠️⚠️⚠️Trigger warnings:⚠️⚠️⚠️
- self harm
- eating disorder
- dark thoughts
- some references to suicide and death

This is my first fanfic and because there will be some sensitive topics I will makes sure to put trigger warnings in the title and beginning of the chapter. Lastly, I would really appreciate some constructive criticism and hope you enjoy this book