You brought light into my life. But now, I don't want to be alive. - Haruki - Wattpad

You brought light into my life. But now, I don't want to be alive.

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It had been some time now since the USJ attack. Shota Aizawa's mental health has been declining ever since, especially now finding out that the guy he had known for fifteen years, and is in love with, has a girlfriend he wants to marry. How will Shota cope with his feelings? Read more to find out. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ This fan fiction will have self harm and suicidal thoughts. Please do not read if this triggers you!! (Originally posted on Ao3 by me.)All Rights Reserved

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Mute by PR3SENTATI0N_M1CHAEL

Shouta Aizawa takes notice to how his best friend, Hizashi Yamada, seems to be struggling with his past recently. Shortly after he finds out and attempts to grow closer to him like they had been in the past, Hizashi mysteriously disappears without a trace. If Shouta can even find him again, will he be the same? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● He didn't seem to notice as he entered the room completely, still shaking and shivering. It looked like he was crying, but he wasn't making any noise. Shouta noticed a burnt smell, concealing a cough. It was enough of a sound to make Hizashi notice him, pure terror in his eyes as he used his arms to shield his face and neck. "Zashi, it's me, it's alright." It was obvious that he didn't recognise him in the slightest. Hizashi was completely frozen as Shouta came closer to him, hoping for some sort of realisation. Still nothing. He looked over his friend, scanning for injuries. He had scrapes and bruises, but nothing too bad. At least, that's what he thought until Hizashi bolted past him to get to the door. His uncoordinated legs fell out from under him and he crashed back to the ground. Shouta put a hand to his shoulder in an attempt to calm him down, but he clawed desperately and flipped over, thrashing around to get Shouta off of him. Shouta held on. He looked into Hizashi's eyes, then down his neck. It was the source of the burning smell, and looking at it made him sick. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● TW: Alcohol, violence, blood, language None of the art shown is mine!

Mic and Aizawa's Secret love Child by DarkPrincess268

Todoroki: THEY HAVE A SECRET LOVE CHILD!!!! CAN IT SHOTO!!!! But yes this is a story where Mic and AIzawa has a one night stands and for some reason very little gay couples where starting to have children. Mic knowing about this was worried he was pregnent and finds out he is. He has to tell very little ppl and keep this from Aizawa. but when their little girl wants to go to UA will Mic be able to keep her a secret??? If Aizawa finds out will he still take in Mic and their daughter???

My Hero Academia Oneshots by bluebunn1

Various ships and x readers - x readers will be gender neutral unless otherwise mentioned! -probably a lot of x readers, they're easier for me to write -x readers will be platonic and focus more on comfort or angst, rather than romance! Please note that while there will be a lot of fluff, it's safe to assume it will mostly be angst. A lot of heavier topics will be mentioned or described. Please don't read topics that could trigger you. Stay safe <3 Any trigger warnings will be listed at the top of each chapter, even for minor things. Cover art by me. Slow updates

On My Mind - S. Aizawa by KPeachgirl

In which Y/n L/n is the new UA guidance counselor. Straight away Aizawa is suspicious of her. He tries to get close to her to figure out what she's hiding. And well, he does but not in the way he expected. And neither did Y/n. {Disclaimer: All MHA characters belong to Horikoshi. This is just for entertainment purposes} ~Highest Ranks~ #1 in aizawashouta (6/25/22) #1 in aizawaxreader (6/30/22) #1 in Shota (8/31/22) #1 in eraserhead (9/25/22) #1 in shotaaizawa (11/6/22) #1 in bokunohero (11/10/22)

Bound by fate (Aizawa x reader) by Agent-Lokitty

People were combined by fate, everyone you met, talked to, became friends with, fell out with, fell in love with. You were destined to meet all of these people. He'd loved you all his life, but he couldn't bring himself to tell you. Aizawa helped you through every heartbreak, every bad thing that happened, he support you, helped you up. When you both grew to become pro heroes, he left, knowing you had to face the world on your own, you had to face its harsh truth. That was the last time he saw you until you returned to become a teacher, you made his heart ache once more, and he made yours fill with sadness and hatred. Everyone was bound to meet for some reason, and some people left an ever lasting impression, a part of you that just couldn't be he same without them

Unexpected Events by Valley_of_sporks

(Note: in this story Midoriya's class (1A) is only a few years younger than Aizawa, Yamada, and Shirakumo) Aizawa Shota, a 19 year old transgender man has been dating Yamada Hizashi since they met their first year at UA. A year ago they graduated with their friend, Shirakumo Oboro, and became teachers at UA together. As the school year goes on Shota starts to feel funny, constantly needing to vomit through out the day and being more tired than usual. Hizashi grows concerned for his boyfriend and makes him go to the doctor, what they find out changes all of their plans for the future. *art isn't mine, credit to the artist I don't own My Hero Academia or any of its characters* published: 3-21-22 last edited: 1-14-23 #1 in TransAizawa: 5-1-22, 3-20-23 #3 in AizawaxPresentMic: 1-31-23, 4-10-23, 12-29-23 #1 in Aizawaxpresentmic: 2-10-23 #2 in AizawaxPresentMic: 6-22-23, 1-19-24, 7-8-24 #3 in TransAizawa: 6-22-23, 8-28-23, 12-29-23, 1-19-24

Todoroki Angst-Shots by TodorokisSobaNoodles

Angsty One-Shots of Todoroki I am also probably going to put some fluff shots in there once and a while. I am taking requests for this story! This story will have many trigger warnings which I will state at the beginning of each chapter. It will also include some ships and some dadzawa.

Insomnia [Shota Aizawa x Reader] (Rewritten Version) by Pixelpad

This is the rewritten version of the first Insomnia. Plot is similar, but has major changes, and hopefully better. -•- [Y/N] [L/N], sleep-deprived and immune to quirks, is not a hero. In fact, they have a close relationship with villains. Shota Aizawa, sleep-deprived and erases quirks, works as an underground hero and teacher. -•- Spoilers until season 3, episode 14 (episode 52 overall) / chapter 100. No spoilers on season 4 and beyond.

I'm Fucking Fine, Okay? - EraserMic - by ell397

Aizawa is far from fine, but who's gunna tell him? ⚠️TW⚠️ SH, Suicide, Unkind thoughts, you know the drill

Sweet Like Candy || {EraserMic} by wutsthemeaningofthis

⚠️COVER ART ISN'T MINE⚠️ The cover of this story isn't mine. Btw this story is Young EraserMic ______________________________________________________ This story is old (the second story I've made) and cringe read at your own risk _________________________________ Shota, who has been through a lot, has been in love with his best friend for a long time. Hizashi only is just now getting these feelings. Things move fast for the two.

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Mute

Shouta Aizawa takes notice to how his best friend, Hizashi Yamada, seems to be struggling with his past recently. Shortly after he finds out and attempts to grow closer to him like they had been in the past, Hizashi mysteriously disappears without a trace. If Shouta can even find him again, will he be the same? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● He didn't seem to notice as he entered the room completely, still shaking and shivering. It looked like he was crying, but he wasn't making any noise. Shouta noticed a burnt smell, concealing a cough. It was enough of a sound to make Hizashi notice him, pure terror in his eyes as he used his arms to shield his face and neck. "Zashi, it's me, it's alright." It was obvious that he didn't recognise him in the slightest. Hizashi was completely frozen as Shouta came closer to him, hoping for some sort of realisation. Still nothing. He looked over his friend, scanning for injuries. He had scrapes and bruises, but nothing too bad. At least, that's what he thought until Hizashi bolted past him to get to the door. His uncoordinated legs fell out from under him and he crashed back to the ground. Shouta put a hand to his shoulder in an attempt to calm him down, but he clawed desperately and flipped over, thrashing around to get Shouta off of him. Shouta held on. He looked into Hizashi's eyes, then down his neck. It was the source of the burning smell, and looking at it made him sick. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● TW: Alcohol, violence, blood, language None of the art shown is mine!