You brought light into my life. But now, I don't want to be alive. - Haruki - Wattpad

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You brought light into my life. But now, I don't want to be alive.

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It had been some time now since the USJ attack. Shota Aizawa's mental health has been declining ever since, especially now finding out that the guy he had known for fifteen years, and is in love with, has a girlfriend he wants to marry. How will Shota cope with his feelings? Read more to find out. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ This fan fiction will have self harm and suicidal thoughts. Please do not read if this triggers you!! (Originally posted on Ao3 by me.)All Rights Reserved

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My Hero University (Shota Aizawa) by TH3OGWALLFL0W3R

(This story takes place at the end of My Hero Academia but before the Epilogue Arc/ time skip.) Shota Aizawa (aka Eraser Head) was already struggling to come to terms with the decline of his quirk, Erasure, but his student Aoyama's decision to leave UA and his foster child Eri's return to her grandfather have thrust him into severe depression. The fact it was the anniversary of a certain tragedy was the icing on the cake. At his best friend Hizashi Yamada (aka Present Mic)'s insistence, Aizawa and Yamada slowly recount and remember the fateful events leading up to their heart-wrenching loss in Aizawa's college days at Watashi No Hiro Daigaku. Warning: Major spoilers for My Hero Academia and probably Vigilantes. Possible spoilers for Team Up Missions and School Briefs (still writing so idk). Disclaimer: I do not own My Hero Academia or any other MHA related series. Hyde and Falin are OG characters. Story may contain influences from various fanfics. I'll write a note at the start of the chapter to let you know any specifics. None of the artwork in this work is original (or if it is, it is AI generated by Craiyon). All credit to the talented artists!

Mute by PR3SENTATI0N_M1CHAEL

Shouta Aizawa takes notice to how his best friend, Hizashi Yamada, seems to be struggling with his past recently. Shortly after he finds out and attempts to grow closer to him like they had been in the past, Hizashi mysteriously disappears without a trace. If Shouta can even find him again, will he be the same? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● He didn't seem to notice as he entered the room completely, still shaking and shivering. It looked like he was crying, but he wasn't making any noise. Shouta noticed a burnt smell, concealing a cough. It was enough of a sound to make Hizashi notice him, pure terror in his eyes as he used his arms to shield his face and neck. "Zashi, it's me, it's alright." It was obvious that he didn't recognise him in the slightest. Hizashi was completely frozen as Shouta came closer to him, hoping for some sort of realisation. Still nothing. He looked over his friend, scanning for injuries. He had scrapes and bruises, but nothing too bad. At least, that's what he thought until Hizashi bolted past him to get to the door. His uncoordinated legs fell out from under him and he crashed back to the ground. Shouta put a hand to his shoulder in an attempt to calm him down, but he clawed desperately and flipped over, thrashing around to get Shouta off of him. Shouta held on. He looked into Hizashi's eyes, then down his neck. It was the source of the burning smell, and looking at it made him sick. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● TW: Alcohol, violence, blood, language None of the art shown is mine!

You Belong To Me by PR3SENTATI0N_M1CHAEL

Hizashi Yamada has been friends with Shouta Aizawa for ages. There hadn't been problems until recently; Shouta has been increasingly obsessive and takes extreme measures to ensure that Hizashi will always be his. Even if it means locking him away from everyone so nobody else could take him. Hizashi is terrified in the beginning, yet finds himself oddly comforted and fascinated by how far Shouta would go to keep him safe, even if it hurt. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● "You can't keep me here forever." "If it means I can have you all to myself then YES I DAMN WELL WILL." Hizashi flinched harder, tears flooding out. He could never tolerate being yelled at. Especially not by Shouta. What did I do to deserve this, huh? Why didn't I listen to Nemuri... She was right. Now I'm gonna die down here. Shouta froze, realizing what he did and wiped Hizashi's tears as gently as he could almost immediately after he started bawling. "Don't cry, Zashi... I'm sorry I yelled. Okay? I just need you to understand that this is so you can be safe. So nothing can hurt you, and you can always be in a place where you know that you're loved." Is this... No... It couldn't be, is it? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● This story is vaguely inspired by Tag, You're It (Melanie Martinez) and Happier Than Ever (Billie Eilish) :) TW: Abusive relationships, Addiction, (Drugs, alcohol) Strong language. None of the art shown is mine!

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a fanfiction... "𝐢'𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐦 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫" when a tragedy was all it took to bring them closer, it was somewhat a miracle for him to find love, but of course, when you're a hero, a celebrity, every part of you are being criticized by those who see you. image is hard to have, reputation is hard to build, so will she put everything aside, just to love him back? PS: I DO NOT OWN BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA NOR ITS ORIGINAL CHARACTERS AND EVENTS, I DO NOT CLAIM IT TO BE MINE. THE ONLY THING I OWN ARE THE ADDED EVENTS AND THE OC AND OC'S STORYLINE. -- ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ -- -- ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴄᴏɴsᴛʀᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ / ᴇᴅɪᴛɪɴɢ --

Soulmates *Shota Aizawa and OC love story* by Ashipoo0907

Astrid was raised by her adoptive parents and attended U.A. around the same time as Present Mic, her cousin Oboro Shirakumo, and Shota Aizawa. She has always had nightmares of a man telling her never to find her soulmate. She obeyed her nightmares until after being away from Japan for eleven years. She sets aside her mission to find her biological parents, to teach Class 1-A alongside Shota Aizawa. Everything changes the day, she lands the kiss that reveals who her soulmate is. She has waited her whole life to find out who they are, despite not actively looking for them. However, it changes her and him for the rest of their lives. They can't live without each other now. What happens when she has to face the U.S.J, the battle at the training camp, Overhaul, and the final battle? How will she and her soulmate grow from everything? How will Shota Aizawa change her perspective on love? Astrid was raised by her adoptive parents and attended U.A. around the same time as Present Mic, her cousin Oboro Shirakumo, and Shota Aizawa. She has always had nightmares of a man telling her never to find her soulmate. She obeyed her nightmares until after being away from Japan for eleven years. She sets aside her mission to find her biological parents, to teach Class 1-A alongside Shota Aizawa. Everything changes the day, she lands the kiss that reveals who her soulmate is.

cute like a kitten - EraserMic by frobsterz

Shota Aizawa never had a real friend before, but when he meets Yamada Hizashi everything changes... PSA: A long story! young EraserMic swearing/violence fluff and potential lemon THE COVER IS MY ART! PLEASE DON'T STEAL! DM ME FOR PROOF. I WILL SUE YOU IF YOU STEAL. I don't own bnha/mha or any of if characters (obviously) first story so I'm sorry if it's really bad..

My Hero Academia Oneshots by bluebunn1

Various ships and x readers - x readers will be gender neutral unless otherwise mentioned! -probably a lot of x readers, they're easier for me to write -x readers will be platonic and focus more on comfort or angst, rather than romance! Please note that while there will be a lot of fluff, it's safe to assume it will mostly be angst. A lot of heavier topics will be mentioned or described. Please don't read topics that could trigger you. Stay safe <3 Any trigger warnings will be listed at the top of each chapter, even for minor things. Cover art by me. Slow updates

Mic and Aizawa's Secret love Child by DarkPrincess268

Todoroki: THEY HAVE A SECRET LOVE CHILD!!!! CAN IT SHOTO!!!! But yes this is a story where Mic and AIzawa has a one night stands and for some reason very little gay couples where starting to have children. Mic knowing about this was worried he was pregnent and finds out he is. He has to tell very little ppl and keep this from Aizawa. but when their little girl wants to go to UA will Mic be able to keep her a secret??? If Aizawa finds out will he still take in Mic and their daughter???

The Sound of Your Voice by SpiderQueen8

This takes place after the class of BNHA has graduated. It is about EraserMic and it is angsty, you have been warned. There is no happy ending. TW: Major Character Death

Passing Euphoria (Aizawa Shouta x Reader) (Commissioned Series) by LadysDaze

Working as UA's resident therapist and counselor has meant you've seen and had to deal with lots of traumas. Being a student at UA wasn't easy, but neither was being the teacher who had to help and support the students who needed you. The job would be easier if your quirk didn't increase your own emotions as well. But for every stressful day, there always seems to be a tired man around for you to vent to. And maybe... he even is interested in you in more than a simple friendship or work relationship. (An Aizawa Shouta x Reader Commissioned Series) (Interested in a commission? Contact me!)

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Soulmates *Shota Aizawa and OC love story* cover

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Mic and Aizawa's Secret love Child cover

The Sound of Your Voice cover

Passing Euphoria (Aizawa Shouta x Reader) (Commissioned Series) cover

My Hero University (Shota Aizawa)

(This story takes place at the end of My Hero Academia but before the Epilogue Arc/ time skip.) Shota Aizawa (aka Eraser Head) was already struggling to come to terms with the decline of his quirk, Erasure, but his student Aoyama's decision to leave UA and his foster child Eri's return to her grandfather have thrust him into severe depression. The fact it was the anniversary of a certain tragedy was the icing on the cake. At his best friend Hizashi Yamada (aka Present Mic)'s insistence, Aizawa and Yamada slowly recount and remember the fateful events leading up to their heart-wrenching loss in Aizawa's college days at Watashi No Hiro Daigaku. Warning: Major spoilers for My Hero Academia and probably Vigilantes. Possible spoilers for Team Up Missions and School Briefs (still writing so idk). Disclaimer: I do not own My Hero Academia or any other MHA related series. Hyde and Falin are OG characters. Story may contain influences from various fanfics. I'll write a note at the start of the chapter to let you know any specifics. None of the artwork in this work is original (or if it is, it is AI generated by Craiyon). All credit to the talented artists!