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HE IS HELL

RenMarieConnelly

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Parts 32
Time 3h 19m

RenMarieConnelly

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BASED ON TRUE EVENTS.

CONTAINS: DOMESTIC ABUSE,  RAPE, A MIX OF EMOTIONS, SUICIDE AND RECOVERY. 

I had spent 4 years living my adolescent life with my abuser. What started out as my dream man, ended with me being diagnosed with PTSD, temporary amnesia and anxiety. We met in 2016, married the following year, and moved across the country - from there, my hell began. It started with small things; a change of appearance here, I was no longer allowed to be vegetarian, my friends a distant memory and my family dragged through the dirt. Then, as if my life couldn't get any worse, the physical side began. Early morning rape, weekend violence and the worst part - seeing the man I loved strangle my cat 6 ft of the ground, her claws clinging at air and I looked to him. He was smiling. She was dying. His eyes never left mine. He knew I had no control. I was weak against him.

I wish I could tell you I left, but he made sure I was only his.

Even now, years have passed, he still owns me. 




Written and created by Ren Marie Connelly. COPYRIGHT MATERIAL 2021.All Rights Reserved

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