"How can I put in words something that I have never felt before.
I'm dead, yet very much alive.
Feeling humiliated, yet glorified.
Hurt, but happy.
You have allowed me to see the power of life, from A to Z and from nothing to all. I'm so sorry for all the pain I have caused you and for using you vulnerabilities against you. It kills me to admit that our friendship..no our love for each other may not be for us..as friends of course not relationship wise!! Heh..sorry I'm still awkward. Anyways...
After you there is nothing, before you an illusion. I don't know how I will move on from this, if I ever will, and how I will push myself to love someone that is not you.
I need you to know this, okay?
I need you to really see the depth of my words and feel this with me.
Always and forever,
-Arata
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