Sambucky - Relax, Relapse
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It seems hypocritical causing more pain to himself, but Bucky finds himself deep in a self harm addiction. Whether it was a form of punishment he forced upon himself or whether it turned into the pleasure-ful high, he was in deep. Its only till Sam finds out that he realizes how far gone he is, and seeing Sam's horrified, heart broken face made him want to cry. Sam of course, moves in with Bucky to help him recover and leads to many nights of cuddling and crying over urges, movies as distractions, and occasional slip ups when Sam leaves him alone too long.
Title: from the song Relax, Relapse - Get Scared
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