"I hated myself for allowing you to make believe that there was a possibility of you getting better" "I'm so mad about the time I wasted on you." "Why you couldn't you just let me be." All the things she screamed at me as I stared at her. Her words slurring and jumbling up. Her screams whistling past my ears like whispers. "That's exactly why I'm going to make you regret ever treating me like this" ...And one thing about Dee was she always kept her promises.