I Feel Nothing

I lost it all
My Confidence
Been told it was all my fault
Made myself blame me and hate me more
Because I was told it was love I need to adore
Little did I know that I was been used and abused
When you repeat something over and over again you loose it's meaning
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
As it has lost it's meaning by now
I feel nothing.
-Niki-