Only i know the monsters
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- Parts 2
Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Sun, May 16, 2021
Disclaimer: These are my experiences others experiences may differ
Experiences with schizophrenia.
How i deal with it in different situations are explained here.
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𝑰𝑵𝑺𝑨𝑵𝑬, 𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔
𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐞 / ( in a state of mind which prevents normal perception, behaviour, or social interaction; seriously mentally ill. ) 𝘢𝘥𝘫𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡, 𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐨𝐟 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐚, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝟏𝟗𝟗𝟔Complete
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𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐢𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡, 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐜- 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲𝐜𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝. 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬. 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬? 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝚏𝚎𝚖!𝚘𝚌 𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚡 𝚏𝚎𝚖!𝚘𝚌 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍(𝚍𝚎𝚌 16, 2021) © /𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚐𝚘𝚕𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚋𝚐𝚏 2022Complete
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{𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗟𝗼𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀 𝘅 𝗙!𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝘅 𝗦𝘁𝘂 𝗠𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿} ❝𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙚?❞ ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐭. 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥. 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬 . . . 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 . . . {𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐍𝐄} {𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘} Highest Rankings! 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝔹𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝔻𝕖𝕨𝕖𝕪ℝ𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕪 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝕊𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞𝟙𝟡𝟡𝟞 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝕋𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕞ℝ𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕪 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝔹𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕪𝕩ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕩𝕊𝕥𝕦 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝕊𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞𝕩ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 ℝ𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕪𝕄𝕖𝕖𝕜𝕤 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝕊𝕥𝕦 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝕋𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕞 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝕊𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 ℍ𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕠𝕣𝔽𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝟙# 𝕚𝕟 𝕊𝕚𝕕𝕟𝕖𝕪ℙ𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕥Complete
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𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚞𝚕𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚖𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜? 《》《》《》《》 After watching your father get mutilated during a home invasion, you stopped talking to people. Sadly for you, the two boys the universe chose to be your missing pieces aren't willing to just leave you alone. 《》《》《》《》 𝚂𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢, 𝙸 𝚋𝚎𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚎, 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚢 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚎! 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚎, 𝙸 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚢𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎! 《》《》《》《》 TW: gore, blood, murder, death, disturbing imagery, bodily horror, smutty themes, probably more that I can't think of right now. Reader discretion is advised. 《》《》《》《》 𝚂𝚎𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚢, 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍? 𝙰𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘, 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚢... 𝚄𝚙 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚎... 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗.Complete
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'𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐚' After the events of 1996, Nova begins to move on with her life. It had been a year since the massacre at Stu Macher's house. Nova decided it was time to go to college under a new name. Nova Carpenter. However, her past seems to follow her as she realises she was never alone after that night! ||☏︎|| 𝗦𝘁𝘂𝘅𝗢𝗖𝘅𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝘆 ʷᵃʳⁿⁱⁿᵍ:ᵍᵒʳᵉ|ᵇˡᵒᵒᵈ|ᵐᵘʳᵈᵉʳ|ˢᵉⁿˢᵃᵗⁱᵛᵉᵗᵒᵖⁱᶜˢ|ˢᵐᵘᵗ *ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵃᵗ ᵒʷⁿ ᵈⁱˢᶜʳᵉᵗⁱᵒⁿ*Complete
Psychotic
Her father was killed by a gang in front of her eyes,she couldn't understand what happened but,then she did and then hearing her sister's strange and scary death. She couldn't collect herself and here everything started. Listening to voices that doesn't exist now but, existed once in the past, schizophrenia and more things happened that forced her to be like that. Psychotic.Complete
DELUSIONS
I thought my life was perfect and I had it all figured out. Something happened and now I'm stuck in therapy with Dr. Lee. But I don't need therapy I'm ok, at least that's what the voices have told me... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *I keep having this dream where i love someone and they love me It felt so real, it felt so real that my heart breaks every single morning.* - Abbey Glover ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thank youu @Myths_Allegories for the beautiful cover!!!!!Complete
THE LONELINESS
Memoir of a dream I had about the end of my life and the end (and continuation) of the world! We open on me, being released from the psych hospital, thinking I have been comatose for the last 60 years of my life. But my psych assistants assure me that I merely have a delusion that I've been in a coma all this time.Complete
"I loved her...and I killed her." Love. Loss. Pain. Regret. Guilt. -of the things that make us incredibly human; and the exact opposite at the same time. [This may touch upon the subject of suicide, self harm, mental illness and depression.]
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