In which a girl, her life going down the drain due to her mental disorders. Not only was she the murderer of her own parents, but also the murderer of her own feelings. Will she ever feel that feeling of joy again? Will she be able to show her feelings, or will she realize that it doesn't work and would rather give up, instead of being hurt by the person in her life who keeps her alive ... how many deaths must there be so that she realizes that she can love? Does she even want it? What if she wants to stay angry, a psychopath who isn't afraid to hurt people, but why does it hurt when she hurts Mattia Polibio. And when will he finally give in, that he wants her as his? Will the two end up together? Or end themselves? Will the two become one? Or maybe two graves that hated each other?