Why Hate Life? Love Him, Love Life.
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A girl that doesn't know what she's gonna do with her life and is trying to figure it out while hating the world at the same time. A guy that fakes most of his happiness for the world, trying to help people around him as much as he can while forgetting about himself.
16 years old winter belladonna is a beautiful kind girl that lives in a small city near the sea, that is normal yet not normal at all depending on the people she's around. No one knows her for real even her own family. But she's famous for wanting to marry a British guy with mesmerizing green eyes and black jet hair just like the boys she always read about in books even when she did not believe in love.
16 years old Simon killer is a guy looking for fun and adventure in his life, some people see him as a player,others as a crush,a good friend, the new guy or more. Everyone sees his happiness but what about his pain? How does he manage living a life of travel all the time never staying in one place because of his parents jobs. As rich as his family is he's just looking for affection and care that he can't get because they're always busy with something else.
What happens when winter and Simon cross paths?especially when they both get the worst out of each other most of the time. Will Simon be able to figure winter out? Help her find her way and maybe start loving life. And will winter be able to look behind the mask Simon's wearing to hide? Will they be able to help each other?
But most importantly, will you read this book ?
PS. The names are all foreign and the story is in English but I'm still Arabic people and all the characters are Muslims except for Simon.
OK I said what I wanted to say. Hope you like my book.
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I lift my hand, holding my pistol to his chest, hovering over his heart. He stares at me, emotions spilling out of him. Emotions I can't decipher. He leans closer, the tip of the barrel pressing into his skin, just above his heart. "Do it," he whispers, inches from my face. I hold his gaze, while his hands snake under my shirt, grazing my skin. "I dare you," he lowers his voice, so gently, "Shoot me." My finger curls around the trigger, an inch from pulling it. I glare into his eyes, "You're a fucking monster," I whisper. He nods, "I know." "You kill without remorse," I spit. "I know." "I hate you," My finger screams at me to pull the trigger. "I know." "I'm disgusted by you." "I know," he inhales, letting his forehead rest against mine. His gaze falls to my lips, "If you want me dead, then kill me, pull the trigger." - It's no longer a question. My morals are gone, leaving nothing but a monstrous killing machine. Any hope for some sort of sympathy, some regard for life is nonexistent. I want death. I want to be the bringer of death, and the essence of slaughter. - Rhea Windsor, the newest ruler of Ovantasa after her parents- the former king and queen were assassinated. Her mind is in the pits of despair guided by vengeance, leaving nothing but a body of handcrafted slaughter and within that madness, she comes across a man made for killing. The ruthless killer known as Elijah Anton, who forces her to turn her back on her morals and grip on sanity. What happens when she realizes she wasn't as innocent as she thought and teeters on a heart of purity and blinding hate? When perfect becomes unattainable and her flaws take its place? - [𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆] THIS BOOK CONTAINS EXTREME GRAPHIC CONTENT AND IS NOT MADE FOR A LIGHT READ - *COMPLETE & FULLY EDITED*Complete
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