Finding Me
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In the beginning it was easy, loosing myself. The best part, I guess was feeling. I mean actually touching something that was real and loving it. After being closed in for forever, it felt good to finally open myself. In the worst way possible, opening myself hurt.It was a burning in my mind at first, something a secret like mine can do. And then it began to eat at me, claw at my racing heart and beat my soul. To understand a story like mine you must first know the beginning. Before the pain, the secrets, the lies. Before him.
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