Life is going fine for George until he starts feeling... weird.
Everytime he talks to Dream, he gets butterflies-
Yearning for the joyful sound of Dreams laugh-
But, panic starts to set in.
Their only best friends, right?
George doesn't want anything more, at least he doesn't think.
Fearing that these stupid feelings will ruin evrything, George decideds to take a break from the internet.
Things in his life change. He loses his apatite. He loses sleep. And, hes losing his connection with Dream. Yet hes still panicking.
As he starts to fall into a deep state of depression, he hears a knock at his door.
"Who could that be" George groans as he walks across the cold, hard floor to the door.
As he twists the handle, it creaks.
Shock freezes his whole body.
"Dream?!"
Trigger Warnings throughout the book include - Panic attacks, anxiety attacks, vomiting, passing out, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, rude language, and physical violence.
George is ready to go. His house is packed up, his plane ticket is booked, and his room is ready in Dream and Sapnap's house. He's been waiting for this moment for years now.
But when a tragic accident occurs, he is stopped from seeing the people he loves.
Dream knows George is spiraling, but he doesn't know how to help him. He's worried, even when George doesn't really seem to care about his own health. He knows he has to help him; but how?
Even if they did meet up, how would they handle seeing each other? George doesn't understand his own feelings; meanwhile, Dream has no idea if he likes him back. Either way, these emotions are bound to come out once they finally see each other face-to-face. The only question is: when will that be?
// I will put TWs in the comments at the beginning of each chapter. //
• | started 11/24/21 | •
• | finished 3/31/22 | •
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