Life is going fine for George until he starts feeling... weird.
Everytime he talks to Dream, he gets butterflies-
Yearning for the joyful sound of Dreams laugh-
But, panic starts to set in.
Their only best friends, right?
George doesn't want anything more, at least he doesn't think.
Fearing that these stupid feelings will ruin evrything, George decideds to take a break from the internet.
Things in his life change. He loses his apatite. He loses sleep. And, hes losing his connection with Dream. Yet hes still panicking.
As he starts to fall into a deep state of depression, he hears a knock at his door.
"Who could that be" George groans as he walks across the cold, hard floor to the door.
As he twists the handle, it creaks.
Shock freezes his whole body.
"Dream?!"
Trigger Warnings throughout the book include - Panic attacks, anxiety attacks, vomiting, passing out, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, rude language, and physical violence.
George was finally over his best friend, or so he thought. After nearly a year something triggers all his feelings that he had tried to hard so hold back.
Now George is on a spontaneous one way trip back to london thinking this will be the key to solving all his problems... but maybe this just made it worse.
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this book contains:
- mentions of alcohol/ bering drunk
- mentions of drugs/ being on drugs
- fluff & a happy ending
- HEAVY angst
- sexual reference / acts
- swear words
- sensitive topics
** trigger warning: **
- depression
- suicidal thoughts
- assault