If I Knew Then

So I haven't wrote anything for Grey's for years, and maybe I have lost the knack to writing fanfiction...But after slowly falling out of love with so much of what they were giving us currently, I went back to rewatch, and just like the first time fell head over heels for the characters and the show and i am currently happy in Season Six . Then this idea struck, and I resisted until it became to hard to ignore.