shedding tears

"You know, whenever it rained I used to think that rain was your tears, which you were shedding right at that moment. I would always have the hope that you are somewhere there thinking about me and maybe you are just as sad as I am. Maybe you are also shedding tears like me. Though, I would use my umbrella so your tears wouldn't touch me. I didn't want your tears to touch me, because it would only hurt more. But I was wrong. The only one who was shedding tears was me. I was shedding them for someone who left me, someone who isn't worthy of my tears."

Edited by Bayan @Justreading1234 !