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Drowning

AlwaysAnnonymous

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Time 39 minutes

Reads 935
Votes 29
Parts 10
Time 39 minutes

AlwaysAnnonymous

Mature

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"I'm going to break your heart"

"then break it. Aurora I would rather fall in love with you and have you fuck me over a thousand times than picture a life without you. I would rather you rip my heart out, stomp on it, spit on it, and tell me to go fuck myself than have you walk away and never come back. Aurora, I never believed in love. I never understood how someone could be completely and utterly consumed by another person, until I met you."

"Aurora May, I'm in love with you"

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Aurora is slowly being consumed by her thoughts; constant impulsiveness, unpleasant ideas, overwhelming numbness. But, the part that scares her the most isn't the thoughts themselves, that would make anybody's gut wrench, a grown mans skin crawl, no. It would be her acceptance of the idea of finally drowning within herself and being more than okay with it; welcoming it...that's what scares her.

Chase is learning how to adjust to his new life. Going from living in a one bedroom apartment with his father, in Downtown Brooklyn, to moving in with his stepmother, in Upper East Side Manhattan, isn't easy. Switching from an "I do what I want, when I want" attitude, to feeling like the smallest of mistakes will cause your family to crumble, makes him feel suffocated. 

What happens when the girl, who seems to have it all, meets the boy, who used to have nothing?  What happens when minuscule glances turn to feather-like kisses and gentle touches? What happens when two "opposites" start to realize they have more in common than they once thought? When two rich kids, both struggling in different ways, start to find comfort within each other?All Rights Reserved

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Attraction by TianaEmarak9

Liela moved in with her aunt Mrs Fidelia, and wanted to get the approval of her aunt's son 'Gabriel'. Unknowing to her, Gabriel had started developing deep feelings and an undeniable attraction towards her. He tried to fight the way his body reacted to her Everytime but it only got worse. Liela cluelessly kept making things more difficult for Gabriel as she never wanted to stay away from him due to her own attraction to him. The problem was they were cousins. At least that's what they thought. ****** " Liela..." I heard Gabriel mutter breathlessly and I quickly lifted my face to look at him, I realized he had moved even closer. I still couldn't see his face clearly. " Liela.... Stop looking at me like that " he spoke, his voice husky I blinked, afraid if he knew I was admiring him ' Heavenly lord, why would I be admiring my cousin?' I thought " Liela, you can't stay here... Tonight" Gabriel whispered but I heard, I noticed his voice was sounding deeper than usual, " Why?" I asked innocently. He starred down at me not saying a word..... ******* Dive into the story of Gabriel and Liela where they struggle with matters of the heart and sexual attractions. To find out the secrets behind their relationship. Highest rankings! #1 attraction #6 cutecouple #2 hotboys #1 highschoolsweethearts #1 youngromance #1 affection #3 deep #4 cuteness #2 mysterious

I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy by Beautiful_Tragedy8

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You Were My Because by LaurelMichele

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Reckless Fearless Careless | ✓ by myreadingaddictions

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Attraction

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