Ashes is a little who was diagnosed with panic disorder. He is friends with honor a non-binary kid at the age of 19. Ashes and Honor are both littles. Wanting care (more like needing care of). One day they feel like their being followed the following honor goes missing. Soon after ashes meets a strange lonely male. Needing to not be alone he try's desperately to be his friend. What comes next? Further warnings and descriptions are in the book.