Lose Yourself
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Warning: A book previously known as who am I ¿
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Life comes from parents.
They Gave you a light that they never had, wishing for you not to come out bad.
They gave you the air they never intake, hopping for you to correct what they make.
They gave you the faith that they never lost, for you to unfold what they tossed.
They are the life that if they dissapear, they will never come in your life sphere.
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Emma will take you to her complex life.
She want you to stay by her side until she believe what she denied and live her life without the need to hide.
Complex character for solving problems of many mysterious characters like herself.
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