Words may seem powerless, when carelessly thrown at each other.
But at some point, we all witness their mighty strength as they cut through our hearts and reach for our souls.
Gasping, when we stumble back due sheer strength, that's when we realise their true meaning.
So here I am, trying to string together all the tales that escaped my casual outlook, all the letters I took for granted, all the words that I should've said and some that I shouldn't have uttered at all.
These are the stories of words that store pain of own who betrayed and left, unknowing loyalty of those strangers, happiness of that kind gesture, sorrow of that long forgotten memory, apprehension about that first daring step, of tears which danced with rains at times and soaked pillows, the other times, stories of unreasonable fears, surprising love, weak- strong bonds, impossible dreams, joy bundled in tiny little moments and much more .
These are the bits that photos don't capture, only words scratched on hidden pages do.
An outlet of emotions that we all bottle up, waiting for right place, right person to open up to, but which often open explodes without our permissions, sneaking past our heavily guarded walls for all the wrong reasons and at most wrong of places.
This is collection of poetry, through which I'm trying to give a way to feelings that we seldom say out aloud, but just keep under siege, somewhere at back of our rib cages, waiting for them to be swallowed and disappear.
But they don't.
Unless we suffer at their hands,
wallow our hearts out for them to pity,
And then someday muster just enough courage to fight with and brave past.
So think of it as our story of victory.
Promise you'll catch me; & don't let me down. Or at least not drop me on my face, like the last one did. Guys are so unpredictable, untrustworthy, easily bored, and always find a way to disappoint you. Not this one though! "Sometimes the things you need are right under your nose, and you'll miss them if you don't pay attention." That is what my mom always said anyway. Who knew she was right all along.
Snapping out of my own thoughts I opened my eyes and he was still there. Down on one knee staring up at me, waiting on an answer.
But why me? I ignored you, made you chase me, then brought drama into your life, bombarded you like a soldier on the front line, and invaded your life! Worked my way in like a flea. Yet you love me? REALLY?
My hand balled into a fist and went flying before I could think.
All I can say is you bet not let me down!
Do not be like the others!
Do not embarrass me!
I'm giving my all to you, leaving it all in your hands...
"Ouch!"
Ok. Let's do this!
I'm not sure how to put these feeling into words so the poetry and song titles are to help you feel what I am feeling as much as possible. This might get a little steamy at times!
Hope you enjoy.
Also this is a first draft so please excuse any mistakes, thanks!