Wine, Love and Loneliness.

"I'm scared, scared of a world without your presence, and damn it, I'm afraid of love. It's cliche, it's cheesy, but I'm afraid of it and that's that. Though we aren't together, and we may never be, I love you more than lungs love air. I can't be without you, and either I'm a brother to you, a lover to you, or just a friend, I need to see you. I breath you, Alana, and you are the drug that I am deathly addicted to. Without you, I'll go crazy. Without you, my world will crumble beneath me, and I'll fall, and I'll keep falling until I fall into a soft heaven that is you. All I'm trying to say is, you're my world, Alana, and I can't live without you. Please, please just do me, your family, your friends... All of us a favor...

I beg of you, please come back so I can wrap you in my arms again, and tell you the one thing I've always wanted to tell you."