"I'm scared, scared of a world without your presence, and damn it, I'm afraid of love. It's cliche, it's cheesy, but I'm afraid of it and that's that. Though we aren't together, and we may never be, I love you more than lungs love air. I can't be without you, and either I'm a brother to you, a lover to you, or just a friend, I need to see you. I breath you, Alana, and you are the drug that I am deathly addicted to. Without you, I'll go crazy. Without you, my world will crumble beneath me, and I'll fall, and I'll keep falling until I fall into a soft heaven that is you. All I'm trying to say is, you're my world, Alana, and I can't live without you. Please, please just do me, your family, your friends... All of us a favor...
I beg of you, please come back so I can wrap you in my arms again, and tell you the one thing I've always wanted to tell you."
" YOU ARE SO ANNOYING! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE ! WITHOUT YOU , MY LIFE WOULD BE BETTER ! "
I bit my lip and tried so hard to hold back my tears , " I-I'm sorry...I-I didn't mean to be a disturbance in your li-life...I-I will distance *sniff* myself from you from today onwards..."
N&J
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" F*ck off ! I WON'T BELIEVE A SINGLE CRAP OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH ! STOPP USING ME TO SATISFY YOUR BOREDOM ! "
I regretted everything ," I'm sorry...*sniff* I-I really am..."
S&T
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" Get away from me ! I REALLY HATE YOU ! "
I was hurt by her words , " I'm sorry...I don't know what I did to make you hate me so much but... "
M&C
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" Am I that unlucky in love ? Why whenever I really like someone , that person like someone else ? "
I was trying really hard not to show my sadness ," Can't you see me ! I'm just right beside you ! CAN'T YOU HEAR MY HEART BEATING FOR YOU ?! " I wanted to say those words but I just can't do it...
M&D
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" Will you accept me back in your life ? "
* silence *
" i'm sorry... "
D&J
Start : 2nd May 2024
End : 3rd May 2024