nepenthe and nemesism; Both words in which you see yourself. You indulged yourself in otome games, gacha games, and anime to shrug off the churning feeling on your stomach- to ignore the feeling of uselessness; Helplessness. You ignored every problems, every opportunities to change your life, every people you once grown to appreciate and hold dear. And it was within a week of your mindless life that you decided; why not just end it? Why should you continue to thrive, knowing how much little you contribute. You're slowly losing your grip. Memories of things jumbled and mixed. Losing the concept of time as life slowly moves on. And you're ready to rest for a decade. But instead of instead of feeling the concrete slab colliding with your falling body- you felt your body colliding unto the very edge of a table. Wait wha- [Obey Me! Belongs to NTT Solmare Corp. I own nothing but the story plot and the occasional side characters to help fill in the roles.]