The Last Of Me
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Ongoing6m
Last published Fri, May 21, 2021
{ I've always been sick, mentally. It's exhausting. Carrie has always been there even though she doesn't understand- I love her }
This is a book about a girl who has OCD and schizophrenia so she hears voices and has very violent thoughts.
More will be cleared up in the first 'chapter'
I hope you enjoy
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