"Don't touch me!" John cries out, curling further in on himself. You retract the hand you were reaching out with to touch his shoulder. You can't help but feel your blood-pusher melting into a vile puddle of goopy feelings at the sight of the broken god before you. You didn't ever consider it, you never thought it was actually POSSIBLE. Your think-pan definitely isn't prepared for this reality-shattering realization: you, Karkat Vantas, actually PITY John Egbert.