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Vanishing Rainbow

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complicated decisions drama eillinia firstbook happyending hardship imperfection love pain

''You are the color to my world when darkness is the only thing that I can see."

Just like a rainbow, he will let me see his different colors. 

Just like a rainbow, he brought colors to my once dull world. 

Just like a rainbow, I experience a sudden euphoria when i see it. 

However, in just a blink of an eye... 

Just like a rainbow, he's not permanent. 

Just like a rainbow, he only appears in a specific weather. 

Just like a rainbow, I can only see him in a limited time. 

Just like a rainbow, he vanishes too. 

Much worse that I can't even see him, only I'm allowed to feel him. 

He is my definition of rainbows, my very own rainbow. 


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May 19, 2020Alle Rechte vorbehalten

complicated decisions drama eillinia firstbook happyending hardship imperfection love pain

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