My Manic diary
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Last published Sun, Jun 27, 2021
TW!!! Talk of suicide, rape, and ED!
If you read this I'm sorry I only made this bc I don't have notes this is just my thoughts and emotions. I diagnosed Major Depressive disorder with bi-polar and BPD tendencies, Anxiety, PTSD, schizoaffective disorder.
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