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Accepting Me

TheMischiefWriter

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TheMischiefWriter

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She... Wrong.
Her... No.
Female... Not me.
Danielle... That's not me!
Woman... No.
Princess... I don't like it.
Daughter... That's not right either.
Girl... No, that's not right.

All of it is wrong! No one is listening to me! No one is listening! All of it feels wrong, that isn't me! I'm not a girl! I'm a boy! That is who I am! I'm not Danielle, I'm Damian! Please, someone, listen to me... please... I a boy... I'm a boy... I'm a boy!

(TRIGGER WARNING! SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS ARE USED IN THIS BOOK! DO NOT READ IF THIS IS TRIGGERING FOR YOU!)All Rights Reserved

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sex ed (Editing Slowly) by mishsana

Please do not copy my story as I worked hard to come up with and write this story what if every child was born genderless ? Then on your twelfths birthday at midday in front of your family and friends you are expected to get up and announce your gender preference as well as what you want to be known as from then on but is it really fair to ask a child to make such a big decision, what about the parents you just found out your about to welcome a bundle of joy in your life but on instead of waiting nine months to find out your little ones gender you have to wait twelve years in the mean time they are given a random serial number how will it effect Ed and thier family ? how would you cope in Ed's shoes ? please read and decided for yourself note I'm not the best writer in the world, I would also like to thank my little sis for playing editor and thanks to the lovely lady who helped me choice the title who will remain unnamed a/n this story is being re-edited and due to tech probs I've lost the few votes I had so if you vote would you please be kind enough to vote again thanks None of the pictures are mine all were found online

She's Hurting (RV) In-Progress by Michelle_Hearts

^BEFORE YOU READ! There is a complete version of this book. This version of the book is just something I wanted to do because there are some things that are missing in the complete version that I would have liked to have included. ^ Please go check it out! ;) I was happy and now I'm not. I had everything, now I don't. I will always have this protruding thought about what I am. It doesn't help that I have no one to talk about it with, things are changing and I don't think I'm ready. I know I'm not ready I don't even know who I am. I was abandoned and left unloved. Alone in a place I shouldn't have felt alone, right where my mother would sleep upstairs and baby brother right next door. They were there, but it didn't matter when you had a mother who neglected you because she blamed you for everything that happened. I feel like life is playing a trick on me by giving me this beautiful girl and just waiting for me to fuck up. Life looks at me like a joke and everyone else can just watch as I fall to my knees. "The little trust that I have is the only thing I have. Please, I beg you. Don't hurt me. "~ Chloe "She knows nothing about me. Will she hate me for not telling her sooner? I have my reasons I hope she understands. I do love her for who she is and who she becomes. I want her to be my world."~ Kaylee

My Cyn|| Cyn Santana|Book One by wavvyhippy

*Completed* "I WAS THERE FORE YOU WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS! Not Robyn! Hell your own mom didn't even visit you!" Tears were water-falling down my cheeks. My face was burning, and my heart felt like it was coming out of my chest. I continued, "I was the ONLY ONE who gave a damn about you! Even when you weren't talking to me. THE ONLY FUCKING ONE!"

Videotape by kittyweb13

"For a girl who had her entire life ahead of her, I certainly thought about dying a lot. It wasn't something foreign to me; though I'd never been able to explain or even fully grasp why I had these thoughts, I'd had them since I was little, maybe five or six years old. I was fifteen now, sitting at my desk in my biology class, absently staring out the window as I contemplated what it would be like to tumble out of it and fall to the asphalt of the parking lot two long stories below." -Ase Hansen, Chapter 1 *** GENERAL WARNINGS: -This is an extremely emotional story. You will laugh. You will cry. Read at your own risk. -Yes, I know this story sucks. Yes, I know I rushed the ending. Yes, I know it's incredibly fast-paced; I wrote it on a deadline after procrastinating for far too long. Again, read at your own risk. TRIGGER WARNINGS: -Mental illness -Suicide

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Broken Promise////Billie Eilish by chocolatey_love

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"I see the world and it seems like I see it so differently than most other people. It makes me really angry most of the time. Especially since no one ever listens to me or what I've got to say. I try to express myself in so many different ways and no one sees it. When I sing a song people will only care about how the music sounds or how much I swore. If I paint, people will see the picture but not the meaning. It seems so obvious to me but everyone just seems to... close their eyes. Or at least shut off their brain. As if I see things they don't. But when they don't listen, how can I communicate that to them? It's so frustrating." Allie is a high school student and has big plans to make the world a better place. But her own head is pitting against her, throwing rocks in her path on a daily basis. Everything seems to be great for a while but what happens when her world suddenly comes crashing down around her? Can she ever recover? A coming-of-age story that deals with mental ilnesses, grief, first loves and family, briefly taps into the subject of religion and will likely enrapture you. Trigger warning: mental illnesses, self harm, death, dealing with grief, mentions of guns and gun control, mentions of cults, mentions of homophobia, dissociation. Names of bands, band members and song titles have been changed but at this point I want to credit mainly Palaye Royale, the band 'Homesick Soldiers' that is mentioned throughout is heavily based off them, but I'm sure if you're familiar with them you would have been able to tell that :)

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