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Suicidal Ideation『Depressed Todoroki』

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Reads 27,870
Votes 707
Parts 18
Time 2h 49m

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(This work is abandoned, there was supposed to be one last additional chapter, however it will not be finished.)

❝ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ❞

❥❀↝ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ:

When the one thing you craved most was death, everything you once enjoyed seemed like nothing more than a burden. 

Shouto might be good at hiding things. His feelings, scars, bruises. But when someone starts to notice, what'll he do? How will he convince them to turn the other way, as he has to many other people? Will they figure it out? Or will Shouto continue to hang on to the edge of pain, until he loses his grip and meets his demise?

❥❀↝ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ:

-Abuse
-Self-harm
-Blood
-Cursing
-Suicide Attempt

❥❀↝ ꜱʜɪᴘꜱ:

-Erasermic

❥❀↝ ᴅɪꜱᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ:

Please read with your own health in mind! I would absolutely hate for any of you to be affected by this. I apologize if I write anything incorrectly or offend you. Please correct me and help me understand so I can do better next time!

All characters and art are from the anime/manga and therefore belong to Kōhei Horikoshi. Under no circumstances do I own anything other than the plot!

❥❀↝ ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ:

Update schedule: None

Started: May 19th, 2021
Finished: Discontinued - February 14, 2023

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#2 in hurtcomfort (02/11/22)All Rights Reserved

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His Breaking Point by 15ShotoRoki15

**MAY BE SENSITIVE TO READERS** Contains: - depression - PTSD - anxiety/panic attacks - suicidal thoughts - self-harm - physical abuse - verbal abuse - disturbing thoughts - smoking/vaping - suicidal attempts - drinking - etc. **DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS CONTENT OR CONTENT RELATED TO THIS! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED** DESCRIPTION: Shoto Todoroki suffers from mental disorders and he struggles to keep himself from hurting himself.

𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 [in editing] by Squidwards_ass_

Todoroki is depressed and shit cause of damn endeavor fawk him and his abuse. soo anyways Bakuhoe helps him and yea.. Also this is my first story so it might have bad spelling and shit Ight so some triggers are BoyxBoy Cutting Abuse Suicidal thoughts Swearing cause duh we got bakuhoe over here M-preg Vomiting Etc Depending on my mood I will or will not write smut. Ight so enjoy this and um you don't have to read this anyways this story is a bit bad so.. that's what I think at least Started:June 20 2021 Finished:July 4 2021

White Roses Singing | TodoDeku by asterxxmoore

Midoriya was adorable. That was all Shoto Todoroki could think as he listened to the boy ramble on about training and whatever else his brain could pull out. It was like the words just gushed out to the point where Todoroki wasn't even listening, just sitting with his head resting on his fist. It was too hard to follow along with his rambles, anyway. * * * * * Midoriya's known he's in love with Todoroki for a while, but he'd accepted their relationship as just friends. Even despite the endless teasing from Uraraka, he didn't have the heart to risk the relationship they'd built. Todoroki, though? His feelings hit him like a train. It was like his whole world had come crashing down. He couldn't possibly like Midoriya, another guy, not when Endeavor forbid it. But, he did. And he really, really didn't know what to do about it. * * * * * Just a fluffy, angsty Tododeku fic! 25,000-25,300 words Completed as of 4/30/2021 SFW Only TW for the whole book are: minor panic attack, self harm ideas (no self harm it's roughly three short paragraphs briefly mentioning it)

I'll Have a Blue Christmas (As Long As You're Here With Me) by muytiene

"He doesn't remember the conversation or when it had happened. It could have happened this morning, last week, maybe even in a past life. He felt too dull right now to remember. "I pulled too many strings and made too many calls so unless you have special circumstances all of you will be going. If you have to stay at the dorms I'll have to either stay as well or another teacher will give up their break to do so. All of your parents already know of this so make plans to get a ride home..." Shouto didn't know what Aizawa had explained before those words, but he guessed there was some kind of break. That wasn't good..." Just a quick fic because I would feel bad if I left to work on the sequel and gave ppl nothing. No update schedule but I usually deliver pretty often so dw about it. TW⚠️: -Graphics Depictions of violence -Mentions and depictions of child abuse and domestic abuse -flashbacks -blood -puking -swearing -Mineta -burns -Endeavor -[as] -not beta read so expect weird spelling mistakes No definite ships atm but you can interpret it however you want. I wrote like seven chapters of this all in two hours so don't expect good things If you don't like it don't read it but if you do enjoy!<3

Simple Misunderstanding by YourLocalBookworm57

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