Suicidal Ideation『Depressed Todoroki』
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(This work is abandoned, there was supposed to be one last additional chapter, however it will not be finished.)
❝ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ❞
❥❀↝ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ:
When the one thing you craved most was death, everything you once enjoyed seemed like nothing more than a burden.
Shouto might be good at hiding things. His feelings, scars, bruises. But when someone starts to notice, what'll he do? How will he convince them to turn the other way, as he has to many other people? Will they figure it out? Or will Shouto continue to hang on to the edge of pain, until he loses his grip and meets his demise?
❥❀↝ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ:
-Abuse
-Self-harm
-Blood
-Cursing
-Suicide Attempt
❥❀↝ ꜱʜɪᴘꜱ:
-Erasermic
❥❀↝ ᴅɪꜱᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ:
Please read with your own health in mind! I would absolutely hate for any of you to be affected by this. I apologize if I write anything incorrectly or offend you. Please correct me and help me understand so I can do better next time!
All characters and art are from the anime/manga and therefore belong to Kōhei Horikoshi. Under no circumstances do I own anything other than the plot!
❥❀↝ ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ:
Update schedule: None
Started: May 19th, 2021
Finished: Discontinued - February 14, 2023
#1 in class1-a stories (07/19/21)
#2 in dadzawa (08/04/21)
#18 in todoroki (09/05/21)
#1 in erasermic (11/24/21)
#2 in hurtcomfort (02/11/22)
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