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Suicidal Ideation『Depressed Todoroki』

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Reads 27,100
Votes 704
Parts 18
Time 2h 49m

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(This work is abandoned, there was supposed to be one last additional chapter, however it will not be finished.)

❝ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ❞

❥❀↝ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ:

When the one thing you craved most was death, everything you once enjoyed seemed like nothing more than a burden. 

Shouto might be good at hiding things. His feelings, scars, bruises. But when someone starts to notice, what'll he do? How will he convince them to turn the other way, as he has to many other people? Will they figure it out? Or will Shouto continue to hang on to the edge of pain, until he loses his grip and meets his demise?

❥❀↝ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ:

-Abuse
-Self-harm
-Blood
-Cursing
-Suicide Attempt

❥❀↝ ꜱʜɪᴘꜱ:

-Erasermic

❥❀↝ ᴅɪꜱᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ:

Please read with your own health in mind! I would absolutely hate for any of you to be affected by this. I apologize if I write anything incorrectly or offend you. Please correct me and help me understand so I can do better next time!

All characters and art are from the anime/manga and therefore belong to Kōhei Horikoshi. Under no circumstances do I own anything other than the plot!

❥❀↝ ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ:

Update schedule: None

Started: May 19th, 2021
Finished: Discontinued - February 14, 2023

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Suicidal Todoroki x Depressed Bakugou | Fragments by luxzine

"I've been broken so many times that I can't feel the pain anymore. I'm no one. I'm nothing..." "Icyhot--" "If I can't die, what should I do?" "Live. You're gonna live, dammit. You're gonna get through this." "Yeah? That's what I thought the first time. No, that's just what I was told. It doesn't get better, Bakugou. It just doesn't..." [Original date of publication: May 15th, 2021.] 。。。| Note: - This fic is not intended to promote/encourage its darker/sensitive topics/themes. Dislcaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei. - **Fantastic cover done by kairichan13!**

I'll Have a Blue Christmas (As Long As You're Here With Me) by muytiene

"He doesn't remember the conversation or when it had happened. It could have happened this morning, last week, maybe even in a past life. He felt too dull right now to remember. "I pulled too many strings and made too many calls so unless you have special circumstances all of you will be going. If you have to stay at the dorms I'll have to either stay as well or another teacher will give up their break to do so. All of your parents already know of this so make plans to get a ride home..." Shouto didn't know what Aizawa had explained before those words, but he guessed there was some kind of break. That wasn't good..." Just a quick fic because I would feel bad if I left to work on the sequel and gave ppl nothing. No update schedule but I usually deliver pretty often so dw about it. TW⚠️: -Graphics Depictions of violence -Mentions and depictions of child abuse and domestic abuse -flashbacks -blood -puking -swearing -Mineta -burns -Endeavor -[as] -not beta read so expect weird spelling mistakes No definite ships atm but you can interpret it however you want. I wrote like seven chapters of this all in two hours so don't expect good things If you don't like it don't read it but if you do enjoy!<3

Goldberg by nowikugo

After being diagnosed quirkless, Izuku's father didn't take it too well. The stress grew too much for Inko. But one day, he just left. Izuku is scrambling for money to support his mother and himself. Now he's going to UA with his bestfriend and a skeptical Aizawa who loves his coffee. What an interesting life, can't get any more strange, can it? ⚠I DO NOT OWN "MY HERO ACADEMIA" THE CREATOR IS KOHEI HORIKOSHI! I ONLY OWN THIS FANFICTION⚠ ⚠NONE OF THE ART BELONGS TO ME⚠ Started: 08/07/2021 Ended: 12/16/2021 5k votes 12/26/2021 100k reads 12/15/2021 #1 #smartdeku 11/10/2021 #1 #1a 11/01/2021 #2 #bokunoheroacademia 10/29/2021 #1 #nicebakugo 10/25/2021 #2 #myheroacademia 10/22/2021 #1 #abuseddeku 10/16/2021 #1 #mha 10/09/2021 #1 #supportcourse 10/09/2021 #1 #kamishin 10/09/2021 #2 #izukumidoriya 10/03/2021 #1 #dadzawa 10/01/2021 #1 #erasermic 09/22/2021

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Izuku Midoriya is a good kid. A great kid, in fact. He's saved two little kids from big time villains, defeated Hero Killer Stain, and survived two villain attacks in only his first year at UA, the top hero school in the country. You wouldn't expect him to have three part-time jobs, an impossibly sick mother, and to live in a dingy gang infested neighborhood, working himself to the bone just for dinner. You wouldn't expect him to make money by doing street performances with a break dancing group, or winning bets with the many gangs in the neighborhood. You certainly wouldn't expect the hero-in-training to commit petty theft to provide for the four other poor families that live on his street. But it's all true. He lives in a poor neighborhood where no one has a decent job and there isn't a single hero, not even an underground one. The kids there have only been to the city once or twice, and none of them have parents. One girl does, and was left there willingly. They regularly have to fight off the vermin trying to take their food, and consider a single dollar a fortune. This is Izuku's home. and, if his teacher doesn't find out what's going on soon and save him, it may be his deathbed. I mean, is it really his fault a piece of the ceiling crashed onto his legs and completely shattered them? Disclaimer: I do not own Boku No Hero Academia. All characters belong to Kohei Horikoshi, I own nothing but the plot and mentioned OC'S. NOW COMPLETED. Started- 10/23/2020 Completed- 02/28/2021

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The Petals ~𝒜 Tododeku 𝐹𝒶𝓃𝒻𝒾𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 by cringey_noob

_-♥✧~↠*↞~✧♥-_ Izuku Midoriya was happy with his life for the most part. He had a great mom and mostly great friends. (Ahem-- Bakugou) There were always little things that set him off, but he was okay. One thing about his life that was different was that he hadn't noticed this developing crush on Todoroki. Well, he had, but he pushed it back far into mind. He had accepted that he didn't like him back at all after the Sport's festival so he put it in a cage and locked it up with additional brick walls surrounding it and threw it into the void of his mind. It's still there, but he always reminds himself that he has to focus on school instead of this crush of his. When his feelings get overwhelming and he has convinced himself that Todoroki will only ever think of Deku as a friend he gets a sickness and the next time he wakes up the petals are all he can see. _-♥✧~↠*↞~✧♥-_ ❝𝙲𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚢 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚎𝚜, 𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎? 𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. 𝚂𝚔𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎, 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚗𝚊' 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑, 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚕𝚞.~♡❞ [I DO NOT OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA. (i wiSh)] [Around 46,000 words] -2020- Dec. 1st~ #13 In Tododeku Dec. 10th~ #11 in Tododeku Dec. 16th~ #9 in Tododeku Jan. 2nd~ #3 in hanahakidisease Jan. 4th~ #1 in hanahaki Jan. 20th~ #1 in hanahakidisease June 29th~ #4 in dadmight -2021- April 2nd~ #1 hanahaki -2020- Jan. 1st~ 5K reads Jan. 26th~ 10K reads Feb. 20th~ 17k reads March 4th~ 20.4k reads! April 22nd~ 30.6k reads!! :O June 29th~ 41.4k reads :DD -2021- April

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