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Suicidal Ideation『Depressed Todoroki』

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Reads 26,822
Votes 691
Parts 18
Time 2h 49m

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(This work is abandoned, there was supposed to be one last additional chapter, however it will not be finished.)

❝ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ❞

❥❀↝ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ:

When the one thing you craved most was death, everything you once enjoyed seemed like nothing more than a burden. 

Shouto might be good at hiding things. His feelings, scars, bruises. But when someone starts to notice, what'll he do? How will he convince them to turn the other way, as he has to many other people? Will they figure it out? Or will Shouto continue to hang on to the edge of pain, until he loses his grip and meets his demise?

❥❀↝ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ:

-Abuse
-Self-harm
-Blood
-Cursing
-Suicide Attempt

❥❀↝ ꜱʜɪᴘꜱ:

-Erasermic

❥❀↝ ᴅɪꜱᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ:

Please read with your own health in mind! I would absolutely hate for any of you to be affected by this. I apologize if I write anything incorrectly or offend you. Please correct me and help me understand so I can do better next time!

All characters and art are from the anime/manga and therefore belong to Kōhei Horikoshi. Under no circumstances do I own anything other than the plot!

❥❀↝ ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ:

Update schedule: None

Started: May 19th, 2021
Finished: Discontinued - February 14, 2023

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#2 in dadzawa (08/04/21)
#18 in todoroki (09/05/21)
#1 in erasermic (11/24/21)
#2 in hurtcomfort (02/11/22)All Rights Reserved

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Shinko's Pursuit by lunermoon10000

With his dreams shattered and his future seeming to be lost, Izuku Midoriya runs. He ran away from police custody before they even knew what to do with him and lived off the streets. He didn't know what to do. His mother dead and his source of stability gone, he looses his will to anything but keep fighting. Most people would turn to villainy after this, always searching with vengeance and an anger that could never be tamed. But Izuku isn't most people. He couldn't bring himself to hurt people so he decided he'd be a hero, just not by title. His heart has always longed to save those in need, after all. But he still has a goal in mind, and he'll do whatever it takes to achieve it. Or; Everyone is stupid + Vigilante Deku (The cover art is my own, don't repost)

Smile [a Denki angst] BakuKami by TRYTAKINGMEDOWN

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ Mentions of: -abuse -cutting -suicidal toughs and acts -rape -cursing -mental illnesses -mineta -illegale activities ----- When Denki's mother commits suicide, and his father's already aggressive behavior becomes even worse after he starts drinking, he loses everything. His father spends al their money on drinking and playing around. They lose their house and job and Denki has to work for them to survive. Besides all the abuse and suffering, he is also slowly losing his mind after extensive use from his quirks. The only thing keeping him company is the little voice in his head that keeps getting louder and louder every day. Until his classmates notice how the blond has changed. Will they be able to save him before he breaks? ----- I'm not joking around because I want to. I just can't bear to see my classmates sad. I'm not smiling because I'm not hurt. I just want to make sure you guys feel better. I'm not never hurting. I just can't bother to show it anymore. It hurts. It hurts so bad. A story where Denki isn't all smiles and innocent. Where he has his own story to tell. And where a certain aggressive and explosive blond slowly but surely noticed the slight changes in behavior. ----- Ranks: #1 in kaminari #1 in Denki #1 in bakukami #1 in harm #1 in depressie #1 in Sero #2 in bakusquad #2 in bakugouxkaminari #3 in Bakugou #4 in depression #7 ik depressie #7 in angst

.~( Running )~. by TheCrescentIdiot

.~( This is a sad/abused Izuku AU, if you don't like this book then don't read it )~. Warnings: Abuse Cutting Depression Sad Deku Abusive Todoroki Dabi-Deku Rape ~~~ When they got together, Izuku and Shoto were as happy as ever. Until Todoroki begins to hurt Izuku. This causes Izuku to feel as if he did something wrong, and tries to fix it, by listening to Todoroki. The class notices that something is off about this relationship and decide to have a careful look on the two Follow the class as they find out what is wrong with Todoroki and Izuku! And eventually, the class villain rehab starts. Will Izuku find love again? Or will he be too scared to try?

His Breaking Point by 15ShotoRoki15

**MAY BE SENSITIVE TO READERS** Contains: - depression - PTSD - anxiety/panic attacks - suicidal thoughts - self-harm - physical abuse - verbal abuse - disturbing thoughts - smoking/vaping - suicidal attempts - drinking - etc. **DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS CONTENT OR CONTENT RELATED TO THIS! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED** DESCRIPTION: Shoto Todoroki suffers from mental disorders and he struggles to keep himself from hurting himself.

Goldberg by nowikugo

After being diagnosed quirkless, Izuku's father didn't take it too well. The stress grew too much for Inko. But one day, he just left. Izuku is scrambling for money to support his mother and himself. Now he's going to UA with his bestfriend and a skeptical Aizawa who loves his coffee. What an interesting life, can't get any more strange, can it? ⚠I DO NOT OWN "MY HERO ACADEMIA" THE CREATOR IS KOHEI HORIKOSHI! I ONLY OWN THIS FANFICTION⚠ ⚠NONE OF THE ART BELONGS TO ME⚠ Started: 08/07/2021 Ended: 12/16/2021 5k votes 12/26/2021 100k reads 12/15/2021 #1 #smartdeku 11/10/2021 #1 #1a 11/01/2021 #2 #bokunoheroacademia 10/29/2021 #1 #nicebakugo 10/25/2021 #2 #myheroacademia 10/22/2021 #1 #abuseddeku 10/16/2021 #1 #mha 10/09/2021 #1 #supportcourse 10/09/2021 #1 #kamishin 10/09/2021 #2 #izukumidoriya 10/03/2021 #1 #dadzawa 10/01/2021 #1 #erasermic 09/22/2021

White Roses Singing | TodoDeku by asterxxmoore

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I jumped... but I was saved. (Dadzawa) by Rogue4hire

Izuku has had a hard life. He has been abused, used, mistreated and hurt and one day he finally decides to give up. But 2 pro hero's literally jump after him and they changed his life. This is a story of healing and hardship. This story occurs between All Might's retirement and when Izuku saved Eri in cannon. There are warnings to this story so read those over, thanks. Depression-- trama-- *Warning* Dadzawa Tododekubaku Erasermic #1 in fatherly love (October 17, 2021 to November 8 2021)

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A My hero academia fanfic Midoriya has been labeled as the number one villain, but only has that tittle to help catch or assassinate villains. Once again, Eraserhead is reaching out to Midoriya for help to catch a criminal. Only this time he brings along class 2-A (yes class 1-A are second years in this fic). He claims that class 2-A will eventually meet Midoriya and it would be easiest now to learn that Midoriya was working with the heroes and was only labeled Number One Villain to get closer to real villains. Eraserhead also brought class 2-A to see how real hero work is done outside of the glorified saving the day kind of stuff. Please read the READ FIRST chapter or it might be hard to understand Izuku's quirks as they are not the same as in the anime/manga. Also some characters will seem OOC (out of character) so if someone seems a little different its because the plot works best if they act like that. This fic is kinda a songfic as Izuku does have a music obsession that will be explained in a chapter. As well, at the end of almost every chapter I will be putting song names and artists just for an idea of what Izuku might be listening to. Extra Cautions, this book includes the following, Tododeku Gay stuff Swearing Suicide/character death Smut Angst? If anything above is a trigger for you don't read Also it includes spoilers such as Dabi's true identity, as I refer to Dabi by his actual name for almost all of this fanfic. COVER ART IS MINE, it took me like 6 days to do it, don't steal it. I do not own any of these characters only the plot, which filled with more holes than Swiss cheese. smh #2 on hitman August 20 2021 #1 on villainau August 21 2021 #3 on villainxhero September 2 2021 #2 on wtfiswrongwithme October 22 2021 #1 on villaindeku April 1 2022 #1 on tododeku February 22 2023 Posted May 28th 2021 Finished October 2nd 2021

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Cold | Suicidal Todoroki by luxzine

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Shinko's Pursuit

With his dreams shattered and his future seeming to be lost, Izuku Midoriya runs. He ran away from police custody before they even knew what to do with him and lived off the streets. He didn't know what to do. His mother dead and his source of stability gone, he looses his will to anything but keep fighting. Most people would turn to villainy after this, always searching with vengeance and an anger that could never be tamed. But Izuku isn't most people. He couldn't bring himself to hurt people so he decided he'd be a hero, just not by title. His heart has always longed to save those in need, after all. But he still has a goal in mind, and he'll do whatever it takes to achieve it. Or; Everyone is stupid + Vigilante Deku (The cover art is my own, don't repost)